Not Everyone can be Ned the Pie-Maker
Tuesday, November 24 - Yes, I loved the show Pushing Daisies, but I'm not a big pie baker. I am a cake baker more than anything. Most people are the best at one baked good and then make everything else okay, but are most successful at one thing they bake. For some people it's cookies, others it's pies, for me it's cakes. But my roommate and I decided we'd make mini pies for this Thanksgiving since there will only be three of us eating at our apartment. Anything more than that is overkill and will have us with way too many leftovers. I mean, our turkey is already eight pounds which means I need to figure out some good recipes that aren't just sandwiches for the leftovers.
For the pies, my roommate made the pie crust and I made the pecan pie filling, she made the pumpkin pie filling.
If you're interested in trying it, here's the recipe I made - https://www.makingthymeforhealth.com/the-best-vegan-pecan-pie/
If you want to do it halfsies, here are the measurements:
1 tbsp vegan butter
1/4 c coconut sugar
1 1/2 tbsp cornstarch
3/4 c pecans
6 tbsp coconut milk
A major flaw you'll find in the recipe I linked to is that the recipe doesn't explain to you when you what to do with the cornstarch. You are to whisk the cornstarch into the milk before hand so that it will act as a thickener and won't be lumpy in your pie filling.
Megan, my roommate made the gluten-free pie crust and pumpkin pie filling. If you're interested in the crust, here's the baker she got the recipe from: https://www.paleorunningmomma.com
Now, the truth is the first batch were in the oven a little too long so we had to do a take two on Wednesday. The recipe included the pumpkin pie filling and it is A LOT OF FILLING so it takes longer than we needed. And although they weren't in as long the pecan pies were burned. But even with halfing the pecan pie filling, I had enough to make four more mini-pies.
I also jushed up some apple cider for us to drink on Thanksgiving Day on Monday night to go with our pies.
Lemon Meringue is a Memory
When Pamela and I were recording the Thanksgiving episode of our podcast I asked her what some of her favorite dishes were with her family. She said that lemon meringue pie was her favorite pie even though it isn't technically seasonal and how she'd learned how to make it over the years so that when she can't go home for Thanksgiving, she can still make her favorite pie on that day. She's gotten the hang of it so much that now she experiments with it.
It reminded me how my late paternal Grandmother would always make a special lemon meringue pie for me to take home after Thanksgiving dinner in North Carolina. She'd watch me take so many slices she recognized I really liked it and would make my own. The last one she made me, I had a feeling it might be her last and I couldn't eat it. I could feel that something was on the horizon and couldn't bring myself to eat the pie. That next spring, she passed away and during the conversation with Pamela I realized I haven't had a lemon meringue pie since. I can't bring myself to eat it. How sad. A pie that once brought me so much joy and gave my Grandmother joy to make an extra one just for me I haven't eaten since she died almost 18 years ago.
Food holds so many memories. I don't know if I haven't eaten it because I only want to remember the ones she made me or if I'm afraid no one else's will ever be as good? But making pies this year for Thanksgiving I am hoping will be a therapeutic act for me. Thinking about how much baking and cooking are an inheritance in my family and how sad my Grandma Taylor would be (Yes, her name was Ella Mae Taylor which is super southern) if she knew I never ate another lemon meringue after she died. Life keeps going, you can't freeze it even as much as you sometimes want to. We have to move ahead, grow and learn to live in the new normal. I know this year is not easy, but I believe in us, I believe in you. With everything going on in the world, there are always things to be thankful for even when you're still grieving. We can be thankful that we had the people in our lives we did for the time that we did and that we get to have memories of them and the kindness and love they showed us. This Thanksgiving I'll be remembering Ella Mae making pies in her kitchen and smiling as she'd see her children and grandchildren eat them. And then I'll thank God that I get to have memories of her smiling and handing me my own pie to take home to show how much she loved me.
Happy Pie-making Friends!
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